i know my recent posts are into song title. but anyway...this is how good as it gets.
the situation is like garbage-dump, and yet this is the highest level of me dealing with acceptance.
i'm still tryin to kick my 'cute-tiny-monkey-butt' to be optimistic, hopeful and full of love. although he's not around anymore.
my feelings to him is undeniable, nontransferable and unconditional.
he's like the cough-LOVE-cough of my life, and i'm proud of him.
i will keep all the things i used to share, give and take from u. in terms.
you will always be my ndul, paman. till always. you're irreplaceable.