Nov 20, 2008

anxiousity begins...

this is it. this is the hardest and fragile state of our closure....

struggling with the will of calling, meeting, and loving him back again....
fuckity!!!!!

i really could use some backups... or else, i ended up hanging dead in the corner of my office.
god, please, slap him up. wake him up. make him realize that we HAVE future.

coz i cant beg again. i just cant!!!!