this is it. this is the hardest and fragile state of our closure....
struggling with the will of calling, meeting, and loving him back again....
fuckity!!!!!
i really could use some backups... or else, i ended up hanging dead in the corner of my office.
god, please, slap him up. wake him up. make him realize that we HAVE future.
coz i cant beg again. i just cant!!!!
