hard candy

if you (once) a smoker. and u decide to stop. you did it for quite a while. and yet u smoke again. it's really hard to stop again.
you'll go like "piece of cake. i've done it before, i can stop again, easily".
but it's not. you're not stopping. it goes over and over again. it's a sin-cycle.


if you (once) a drinker. and u decide to stop. you did it for quite a while. and yet u got drunk again. it's really hard to stop again.
you'll go like "pssshh. i've done it before, i can put bottle stopper at anytime".
but it's not. you can't. it goes over. it's a pattern.


it won't stop until you die. of cancer or kidney-failure. or guilt.