think i really have to admit it. that I'm officially empty loaded.
im suck at saving money. and all the money i earn, its all gone. zit. na-da.
right now i have to really start over. this next 2 months would be a living hell for me, actually. i have to deal with a big-big minus sign on my financing. so.. OK. ready or not, I'm broke.
they say, u will survive. i happens to me that survival is extension. u don't really get deal with problems on THAT moment. u earn survival, by managing yourself back in the older day. is that make sense? no.