it's legal

now that it's done. the 31days blogging is done. the wedding is done. the new life is on :)

it feels so light, but tension is so hard yet invisible. i'm glad everything went SO great.
no rain, no complaints. everything is just.... satisfaction.

details commin up. i'm out. :)

OWKW

here i am. a few hours left from my beauty sleep. a few hours away to my akad. and a few hours left to be single.
ohmigod, i wish i had so much thing to do, so that i'd distract my butt away of being.... confused.


speaking of diversion, hours after i heard news about friend's death, one of my office branch is swept by fire. all burnt. :(
so sad, and it ate my thoughts for couple of hours. and then i snapped back to my confussion. marriage.


i mean, of course i am happy, (kiddn me?!) marrying him is the best decision (and bravest) thing i've ever decide.
i feel so relax, it made me panic. i mean, should i be in horrific tension?! 


putting aside of everything, i really hope thing goes well.
i don't care bout the party and all the glamorous (of chaos) thingy we're on in the evening, except for the rain.
i just want a simple, smooth akad. i'm sure memi will NOT stutter.


the thing is, i really don't care all. i just want us to be together. 
we're done by the illegal,  so this time... is going to be legit :)


so Allah, bless us a big chunk of luck.

:'(

i cannot write anything. sapta died. :'(

okay, the first prosession is done.
a lot of tante-tante pengajian came to my house. sent lots of prayers for my upcoming event, and also my beloved granny. may she rest in peacer life.


supposedly, we're prisoner of our own parents, but memi made a way to sneak out of his house, and meet up at my place. it was only 2minutes. but, god. it's THE husband. only 2 days away.
today, i got scolded by my make-up artist. he said that i'm being difficult by wanting simple thing T,T
 - i'm not wearing earing. 
 - i want nude look
 - i don't want to hide my chubby cheek. i mean, it's totally undeniable. so leave em be!


but, i know. this is once in life time. plus, i need to put aside of my ego *and let everyone else's to dominate*


sigh. i just want to do the akad. and the rest is wind in the whole.


and im trying to forget stupid txt message from the not-so-bf EX. it pisses me off. bet he must've read this. yes! this is you, i'm talking about! need (another) confirmation?! 

of how time grows claw

ok. it's over. this is the last day i met memi.
the next time i met him, he'll be sitting in front of my dad, shaking his hand, asking permission on taking me away from their house :D


my god. it's just 3days away.


we had another meeting, and this time with the MC, lovely  micha (along with her hubby, her mom and dad). yes, the same person who happily surender 3 furbeings. honestly, i feel i had a bigger heart on the chaos-to-be of the rundowns, coz suddenly, the famous uncle is coming and deciding on doing 'planned spontaneous' stunts.
and yes, i feel scared with the 'what-ifs' question. 
but, somehow. just somehow. i feel so much more... confident.


let's just hope it's not raining. amen.

now what?!!!

it's getting closer to the day. but things suddenly .. well, obviously messed-up by one-in-million-million-in-one father. T,T about the entertainment and musical, which he thinks he's the god of it. *i hate it when he does that*


suddenly everyone are getting so tense, un-communicable, cocky and self-centered! memi got hit. i got hit.
and there we were.


we're fed. if you're so clever, u handle it, then.
we're just a few days further, though =D
cya.

who would've thought...

...here i am, 5days away on to my colliding day with a guy who explicitly stood at (almost) the same point as now.
oh, you! where have i been?! was I that stupid for not seeing you holding a big giant posters of signs?! and those songs u wrote. geez. i was blinded.  i blinded myself, to be exact.

well, the thing is the result. now that i'm so sure, i even say prayer to mother nature to bestow and let us be, until she decide to tore herself apart. amin.

*gasp*

It’s done! My gown is done!!!

I was panic, coz my couturier gasp so loud, I cannot be zipped. I’m bloating for an inch and half!!! Shoot!

But it zipped. Perfectly. My mom loves it, even my dad doing his famous wise nods.

Above all, memi loves it… and cannot wait to rip it off. *ihik*

Thas it! I’m off rice!

28now

nothing much to say, except im getting older. and closer to the D day.
thanking god. thanking memi (for being there for me and gave me a customized de ja vu :D). thanking people surrounded me with love, and things to quarrel about. ha.


thank YOU. whoever u are. :)

last day

particularly 8 days before the D day. and 10days (proxy) to my resignation from this stupid stupid company i;'ve been working for over 3years. so that was it. backed up everything, packing up almost all the stuff i've been stuffin on my dreadful yet homey desk. just a bit sad. a bit.


tomorrow's the last family gathering (translation) doing rundown thingy for the very last time before... we go.
details ahead.


meanwhile. we're signing off to deliver another stacks of invitation, and ... MALL!!!! finally

today is...

...almost the end of the week i;m working in shitnar. XD

the boss' apparently is willing to let me go on to my 10days off a.k.a initiation to resign. ha!

feel slightly bad about workmates who will be dealing with my unfinished works. but hell!

i'm getting married, with a person sitting next to me while watching slovenia vs. US :)

toodles

skippy

and we skipped work. only this time, we have purposes. invitations!
almost all have been distributed, or handed *kissing Lea, Ipin and Tunjung for bottomless Favor*, end up with..
The A-Team. XD

it was great. due to my loyalty to the original version, the movie turns out not as lame as i thought it would be.
it was entertaining! 7 out of 10.

this afternoon, while doing the invitation distribution,  me and memi happen to see... a house! THE house that we're planning to rent. it was simple, not too big. it was perfect. hopefully we can afford it. we'll see.

10days to D-day. 2 days to work. i'm off. ciao!

demand blatant rescue

my god! my mood swing's evolving into humongous rotten-egg green scary monster!!! 
it was like, one minute of rage, and hurl of tears for another second. T,T
i'm tired of nagging. i'm tired of anger. nearly drought out of tears.
and i'm sick *sneeze*


oh, u. just marry me and we'll get over this, already. XD

scared of being scared

And suddenly, I feel all scared. It should’ve come early. But, it is. Now.

Lots and lots of dirty and bad thought swiveling and swelling in my head.

Of how many of our friends are getting married in the same month with us.

Plus, we get to go to the last –translation, closure of the parade.

People expect things. Oh, screw people. I expect things. Great things.

Tension?! Damn skippy, it is!

Seeing friends got their wedding photos being published, give tension. *note : make up, wardrobe, venues*

Seeing friends got their wedding invitation, makes my invitation looks like crap.

Although, in the end, ANY invitations are rubbish, to most people.

Wtvr. I need some sleep. 

what's in it and what's not

here's what i always say to him, whenever he needs to decide things on his own

"Do what u wanna do. but please don't hurt good people, and don't die"

anyways, this monday is terribly bad day. i have some sorta fighting spirit to everyone. i mean, everyone. and i think, it is mostly to my boss who purposely threw me thing. raw thing. i'd say enough. this is the last week i am effectively working for him. and then he could sip his own ass, after.


i had cough. i had bad mood. but i'm in love.
toodles

*sighing*

the man is getting sicker. he had higher fever than the day before. it was my fault we didn't get to the doctor immediately. plus this sunday, we had stacks of things to do.
i had to go to the primper, early in the morning, coz we had a photo shoot in the afternoon. which turned out... regular. hhHH i hate regular. it didn't paid off the thick of that freaking foundation glued to my face.


and then after, we went to rehearse for songs and sort. without memi, of coyrse, coz he's to sicky to participate. *sad* also, me and my whole fams went to fit the drobes for mama and my biggie sister. coz it's less than 2weeks left! *impulsive panic*


got a great news, that the lovely one who own the 3divas, is going to be the MC for THE day! uber yay! :))


well, that's all for today. i hope tomorrow memi's all better.toodles

sicky...

was just got home from sundy's wedding. it was phat, meeting lots and lots of old college friends. god, i miss them alot. plus it's the first time we really showed up in OUR friend's wedding as a couple. so it was... lil bit awkward. still, fun.


btw, memi's sick. :'( he got high fever and cold. and so it happens tomorrow pretty much packed-schedule day.
i hope things got better. i hope he'll got better.
he is now, as i'm writting, sleeping over in the couch, coz my mom tell so. haha.


well. let's se what tomorrow'll bring. ciao

another friday

this is the last 3 friday we've been into before D-day. it was actually nothing much happened today.
except we score so many kodak moment in the dark room. so it's pretty exciting.
the job gone so mad. *translation : the boss* i just wish i could be in my off-day early, and get married, and go back there to resign. and start my new new life.


oh! and so i've bought one, JUST one accessory for pokemonDS. glass case. worthy worthy. :D
the cathood going to get better, Grey is miaw-ing whenever i enter the room. Bubu's hopefully starting to fed up with her PMS and Nin eat alot!!! XD


tomorrow's Sundy's party. gonna be there with mamah, bapak and memi. tomorrow, for details.
toodles

hello yello

one day, when u're crashing the mall, go out in some place, and saw a girl holding out a bright yellow nds, just holla at her. that might be me!!! XD
i cannot believe this rare and ubercute ds is finally has become one of my most valuable belonging!!! 
despite of it's disability *stucked slot 2 and wobbly joint* i love her. i do!
i really need to shop accessories for her, like glass case, or maybe a new matching EDGE :D
*next month, groaned memi*


speaking of him, we're almost done with stacks and stacks of invitation. for those whom are not invited, please do not hunt me down. LSSH. 
and we're on it for photo sucking session on sunday. i know. *groan*


about cattery, Grey and Nin starts to feel homier, while Bubu is still conceited about her anger. T T. Seems that Grey feels more confident on exploring the house. ignoring Pepitoso ugly hiss, she's ballet-ing over the floor. and last evening, they sat face-to-face together. awww.. 


BY THE WAY!!!!! one of my bestest friend is getting married tomorrow. so, sundi-kun! ganbarimashou!!!!
u deserve this! p^,^q

refugee

he's back! yay! it was like a dream *halah* 
part that i'm late coz of traffic jam, and he's already out with HUUUUGE baggage.. he's back!
i was so happy, i even touched his face as if he's just an odd panoramic illusion XD. 
at first i felt so guilty, coz his job is not quite done yet. but the freaking time is frustatingly ticking, and so he has got to leave his friend, his good loyal friend, wahyu, and flew back to sub.but guess what, he's happy to be back.


and the invitations are done!!! the result is great, some of them are quite a mess, so we've ot to send them back to the printings.
Hopefully during friday, we could send them away. there are stacks of them ^^


ps : an-hour late-posting! :D